I dont know

I am not happy. Not with the life I got, not with the job I got but with the result of efforts I am putting. The results are not at all conducive. It’s true that “no effort will leads to non-achievement of desired objective “and hard work might lead you to achieve your objective. I am been making sincere efforts since last seven years to achieve something in my life in terms of money ,in terms of profile but most important in terms of satisfaction but nothing has been achieved so far.
I never believed in luck. I always believed in hard work coupled with zeal will lead to achieve everything in life. Now I am realized that even if you put your best efforts (more than up to the mark to the demand of job), things do not go smoothly. Is this luck factor? May be. I believed if things are not going as desired means something is wrong in your efforts. But in my case, in spite of several successive honest efforts results are not soothing at all.
Here comes luck factor. Someone has rightly said “ALLAH MEHARBAN TO GADHA PAHALWAAN and unfortunately I am among those people who are born unlucky. I am not even deserved to be a Gadha.

I tried my level best to keep motivated myself and stave for learning things but it’s true that I am not able to concentrate on my job and the consequence is failures and mistake. Not a single day has passed when I did not commit any mistake. It’s true that I am demotivated and becoming more and more reserve type day by day and if nothing better happens within 5-6 months (till my tolerance limit exceeds) the strong urge to learn new things will subside I will become dead as a dodo. Only GOD can help me.