Values are irrelevent in this world.

I am writing this blog after so many days because I want to get rid of this sheer disappointment crept in me. My biggest problem is my emotions which are very intense and evident. I never wanted to betray any one in my life and always tried to follow the right path. Always ran after excellence not success thinking that success will automatically come to you, . Although I have achieved some excellence but still I am not successful in my life and remained a laggard.
One might argue, what success means , the acceptable meaning for the success that” it is the thing which brings happiness for you on consistent basis”. Its true that money alone can’t bring success for you but at the same time money is essential for your social status and for decent standard of living which it turn contribute in bringing happiness and you can be considered as successful.
Why God is cruel to me? Why am I not getting the type of respect I deserve? if I honestly compare myself with others working with me, I have good skills, better understanding and I am performing better than others but still my contribution has not been recognized . It’s really hard to understand and probably I will not understand.
In spite of all these, I am not going to change and I will work with same spirit and will not allow frustration to creep in and make things worse for me. I will try to improve myself with passage of time and will keep working hard.

For Nitin Sir

Very few words have been invented so far to describe a person of high caliber like him. I feel I am one of those blessed people who worked directly under him. He is a real team player, caring and very sensitive to human being and a pure down to earth person. I never had an immediate supervisor like him and I am very certain that I will never get any one like him in future.
I owe him a lot as I learned all the intricacies of mining engineering, people management skills and ways to tackle distressing situation from him only. When I joined Vedanta I was like a raw coal and he transformed me like a polished diamond. Whatever be the circumstances he always stood for me and helped me in different roles As a mentor he always guided me; as a friend we shared many amusing moments and as like my elder brother he helped me in many personal matters . My humble request from God to create many people like him and I am sure wherever he is or will be in future he will be one of biggest asset for the company leave his own mark in the organization.

I dont know

I am not happy. Not with the life I got, not with the job I got but with the result of efforts I am putting. The results are not at all conducive. It’s true that “no effort will leads to non-achievement of desired objective “and hard work might lead you to achieve your objective. I am been making sincere efforts since last seven years to achieve something in my life in terms of money ,in terms of profile but most important in terms of satisfaction but nothing has been achieved so far.
I never believed in luck. I always believed in hard work coupled with zeal will lead to achieve everything in life. Now I am realized that even if you put your best efforts (more than up to the mark to the demand of job), things do not go smoothly. Is this luck factor? May be. I believed if things are not going as desired means something is wrong in your efforts. But in my case, in spite of several successive honest efforts results are not soothing at all.
Here comes luck factor. Someone has rightly said “ALLAH MEHARBAN TO GADHA PAHALWAAN and unfortunately I am among those people who are born unlucky. I am not even deserved to be a Gadha.

I tried my level best to keep motivated myself and stave for learning things but it’s true that I am not able to concentrate on my job and the consequence is failures and mistake. Not a single day has passed when I did not commit any mistake. It’s true that I am demotivated and becoming more and more reserve type day by day and if nothing better happens within 5-6 months (till my tolerance limit exceeds) the strong urge to learn new things will subside I will become dead as a dodo. Only GOD can help me.

Good English @@@@@

Writing good English has been the toughest task for me till now. I tried to write good English, but still I feel that I am a tyro in this field. Now I have realized how much the good writing skills makes difference in your career.
I tried my level best to learn and write excellent English in fact I started writing blogs to express my views and to improve my written communication. I don’t know when I will attain the capabilities to write effectual and impeccable English. Only God Knows.
Well, it’s true that I have improved but still I am not good enough. Learning English seems more difficult proposition for me than solving complex Black Scholes @&&&!!! Equation. Honestly speaking I feel really embarrassed when someone tells me that u write pathetic English. I never felt embarrassment because of my incapability; I am embarrassed because I am so called an MBA from so called premier college whose written communication is horrible. I don’t regret for skipping written communication classes because still I believe any language cannot be learned in few lectures. Today I will try to find out any software on net that will enable me learn English faster and assist me in drafting good business letter.
Comments and suggestions are welcome.

Life teaches you a lot !!!

I am not still able to understand what I want to do in my life. Shall I work as mining engineer or as an MBA is still incompressible for me? Considering my experience in mining industry I am better suited as a mining engineer but sometimes I feel that I am not a good engineer at all. People invariably say that I possess good analytical skills and I also feel that sometimes but still I have not able to find a place where I can utilize these analytical skills. The type of expectations I had with this company and the perception about it when I joined, there is a huge gap. And I have also learned that this huge Gap cannot be eliminated but it can be minimized.
I need to cajole myself and I have to convince me that i can utilize my skills here and learn new things. I should learn that opportunity never knocks on your door; you have to search it out and snatch from others. This I have learned from when I attended an Interview at Jamshedpur.
When I came here, I had some plans in my mind and a mission to go to Australia. But when it comes to implementation, my lethargic approach towards upgrading myself became a hindrance. I know I am the only person responsible for this .How to overcome this lethargy is still unfathomable for me. Probably my attitude towards work is changed. I am becoming more and more reserved type and started hating parties and public gatherings. Probably this is due to the period of mental trauma and stress level I had in my last company.
The good thing about this new job is my working hour has reduced drastically and I can maintain my work life balance. Regarding the type of profile I got here is way better than what I had in my last organization.
I have got plenty of time for me to upgrade myself. Although my salary is reduced by almost 30% but comparing necessary expenses in Calcutta with other metros the impact on my wallet is considerably less.
I think I have to relook my strategy for my mission Australia and I have to work accordingly and achieve my objective. By this blog I am just asking my friends to suggest a practical way to overcome the habit of procrastination. Please don’t give any Global Gyan, its available on internet.

EMOTIONS AND ME

The meaning of sentiments and emotions is really abstruse. People really mould it for their benefit. Why people do this? Probably they do it for their minute and silly benefits or some time to make fun of others. Sometimes this act reminds me a song “Saadhu Re Yeh Murdo Ka Goun. Everyone is either dead or they behave like animals and running into mad race of getting more money and fame. Money and fame is necessary for good life but these are not the only thing, some more is also needed that is compassion and emotions.

In my opinion without emotions and sentiments no outcome is enduring. It is the emotions and sentiments which differentiates human and animals. I really salute those persons who can control their sentiments and emotions at the same time I don’t have any regret that I don’t have control on my emotions. At least I don’t play with others sentiments and feelings. Sometime people say that my attitude towards others is not correct. It’s true that there are some shortcomings in me but no one is perfect. It is the continuous efforts and learning form others makes a person better human being. I am trying my level best to improve and become a human being as I want to be.

Learning form NMIMS----- I

This time I am not gonna write any lamentable thoughts and feeling. I m just enumerating what I have learned from NMIMS in these two years
1. Never ever concentrate on studies: Reading book will not take you anywhere. Now I realized this and I think it’s too late. Studying and learning things for the sake of knowledge is the crappiest thing in life. Read only those things that is needed for the exams if possible take the help of chits and other exiting stuff to get marks.
2. Never rely on experience: The best time to get a degree when you are fresh and raw. In this world people never care that you are energetic and have carve to achieve success in life, they see only your age. They wont mind if you are in early twenties and most lethargic. So ,message for future generation- do you MBA as quickly as you can.
3. Honesty never prevails in short run as well as in long run : The best way to get a good job from NMIMS is to become opportunist and selfish.” Think about ONLY YOURSELF and baaki duniya jaye tel lene “ this is the real mantra of success.
4. Talk and have relationships with persons only when there is a need and chances of benefit: This you can summarize in business words like “I am professional” Apply this rule to play some ones sentiments , feelings and take advantage of it . If some body has a crush on you the probably of success is hundred percent.
5. Think and act like you are the best and show this to all even if you don’t know any thing : The old proverb is really true that is affirmed here “ jo dikhta hai woh bikta hai “ sahi baat hai
These above mentioned peachy qualities I don’t have but I will try to incorporate this in me.

People really change with Time

It’s called height of bewilderment.

It’s true that things are becoming bad to worse for people like us but instead of concentrating on what is desirable in these circumstances I am trying to concentrate on finding innovative ways to cajole myself.

Huh! It not the sudhanshu that used to be in the past. In my life I never behaved like a coward, always tried for the success and ultimately achieved something but never got satisfied. Still I have the hunger and crave for learning new things. One phrase that can describe me is “Jack of ALL trades Master of None”. I am becoming more and more reserve type day by day and I don’t know why I feel not very much comfortable in parties and other social gatherings. May be an inferiority complex or I started hating myself or my lethargy still I am confused. In past I always think myself as the best now I feel I am the worst. Still some of my good friends wants my company and I respect their feeling and concern towards me but I feel I don’t deserve to be treated as a sincere and honest because I am no longer sincere and I daily cheat myself. Daily I pledge to work in creative way and never adhere to it. I don’t know where my destiny will take me and I still don’t know about my career objective and goal. Now a day’s only one thing I see is how to run into bandwagon. It’s not me; it’s somebody else in me.

I am very much impressed with one of my good friend. In this tense and tiresome situation he is really imperturbable and honest with himself. I really want to imbibe these qualities in myself. Hopefully I will overcome from this traumatic situation very soon and start working as I was in recent past.

The good thing in this time that I have found a good friend whom I started relying more and more and sharing almost everything.

BAWARA MAN DEKHNE CHALA EK SAPNA

Why always this happens to me? It is still incomprehensible. I am just reciting the incident that happened with me few days before. Actually I went to Bank of India ATM to withdraw five thousand and unfortunately only 100 were dispensed and 5000 was debited from my account. I knew that I could not do any thing still I tried my level best to make complain to the concerned authorities. Every body in this system is praising their service and excoriating others. The best thing of their argument is all of them know how to equivocate glibly. In spite of my endless expostulation, no body was willing to take responsibly. Some body was also giving me brilliant idea to file complain to VISA or MASTARCARD. Simply marvelous, that fellow should me made foreign affairs minister to government of India. That time only one song was resonating in my mind “BAWARA MAN DEKHNE CHALA HAI EK SAPNA “.
Those guy made a mistake they think that I would forget my money.
Today I took a copy of Banking Regulation Act and went directly to branch manager and forced him give me a copy of receipt of complain. I cautioned them to take the matter to RBI according to the provision of banking ombudsman scheme. I know these guys are incorrigible and they don’t know I am inveterate incorrigible.
Partially I am also responsible for this because of my lethargic and careless attitude I still have not opened a local bank account. My bank account is still with GREAT BANK “STATE BANK OF BIKANER AND JAIPUR and home branch is Agucha mines, Hurda and I was making transaction with Bank of India. This result was inevitable because it’s a process that perfectly amalgamates two GREATEST BANKs of WORLD.
Lesson learned from this incident: Open a local bank account immediately.
Ab aaj mood nahi kar raha hai kal dekhunga.

Implications of recent hike in repo rate:
The recent move of RBI to increase repo rate by 25 basis points was inevitable after sharp rise of inflation on whole sale price index. It’s certainly a preemptive action from RBI to combat inflationary expectations as the rate of rise in prices touched a 45-month high of 8.24 per cent. No one can deny from the fact that the inflation is going to hit a double digit mark once the increased price of petroleum gets reflected in the official whole sale price index. Clearly it’s a bad sign for economy. This current phase of stagflation is mostly driven by supply side issues.
The repo rate has been raised for the first time since March 2007, when manufacturing was growing at 16% and wholesale price inflation was at 6.7%. Gross domestic product (GDP) growth during January-March 2007 was at 9.7%. In the 14 months since March 2007, manufacturing growth has slowed to 7.5% while GDP growth in the January-March 2008 quarter too has slowed to 8.8%. Yet inflation based on wholesale price index has gone up more than 8%. Clearly, while RBI has been able to slow growth, it hasn’t been able to tame inflation. That’s because much of the inflationary pressure is driven by globally determined commodity prices, about which RBI can do little. At the same time, the repo rate hike seems to indicate that RBI believes that lowering demand is the only way it can have any effect on inflation.
This move from RBI will cause some serious implications on growth .some of the direct impacts that consumer will have to bear are
1. Home loan rates may rise after the Reserve Bank`s step as cost of resources for banks has taken an upturn. It will slightly hurt real estate industries.
2. It may be possible that bank will make a downward revision of deposit rate. Return of fixed deposit will be lowered.
3. This rise in interest rates could hamper industrial growth, which has dipped to 3 per cent in March, as industry chamber FICCI said, "RBI policy is not going to help because the increase in prices is due to global phenomena".


In my opinion RBI has taken a right step by increasing repo rate this time. I completely agree that it will entice foreign institutional investors to invest money in capital market. This move is also justified from the point of view that in recent days capital markets and money markets are highly volatile and FIIs are net sellers. Another thing is that in my opinion there is no ONE TO ONE relationship between inflation and growth. Growth is dependent on many factor not only cost of credit. Despite of 150 basis point hike in Cash Reserve ratio, the recent 7% growth rate in manufacturing sector jettisoned by more than 8% growth in mining sector has authenticated this fact.
So with an optimism of superior future I extol this move from RBI .