For Nitin Sir

Very few words have been invented so far to describe a person of high caliber like him. I feel I am one of those blessed people who worked directly under him. He is a real team player, caring and very sensitive to human being and a pure down to earth person. I never had an immediate supervisor like him and I am very certain that I will never get any one like him in future.
I owe him a lot as I learned all the intricacies of mining engineering, people management skills and ways to tackle distressing situation from him only. When I joined Vedanta I was like a raw coal and he transformed me like a polished diamond. Whatever be the circumstances he always stood for me and helped me in different roles As a mentor he always guided me; as a friend we shared many amusing moments and as like my elder brother he helped me in many personal matters . My humble request from God to create many people like him and I am sure wherever he is or will be in future he will be one of biggest asset for the company leave his own mark in the organization.

I dont know

I am not happy. Not with the life I got, not with the job I got but with the result of efforts I am putting. The results are not at all conducive. It’s true that “no effort will leads to non-achievement of desired objective “and hard work might lead you to achieve your objective. I am been making sincere efforts since last seven years to achieve something in my life in terms of money ,in terms of profile but most important in terms of satisfaction but nothing has been achieved so far.
I never believed in luck. I always believed in hard work coupled with zeal will lead to achieve everything in life. Now I am realized that even if you put your best efforts (more than up to the mark to the demand of job), things do not go smoothly. Is this luck factor? May be. I believed if things are not going as desired means something is wrong in your efforts. But in my case, in spite of several successive honest efforts results are not soothing at all.
Here comes luck factor. Someone has rightly said “ALLAH MEHARBAN TO GADHA PAHALWAAN and unfortunately I am among those people who are born unlucky. I am not even deserved to be a Gadha.

I tried my level best to keep motivated myself and stave for learning things but it’s true that I am not able to concentrate on my job and the consequence is failures and mistake. Not a single day has passed when I did not commit any mistake. It’s true that I am demotivated and becoming more and more reserve type day by day and if nothing better happens within 5-6 months (till my tolerance limit exceeds) the strong urge to learn new things will subside I will become dead as a dodo. Only GOD can help me.

Good English @@@@@

Writing good English has been the toughest task for me till now. I tried to write good English, but still I feel that I am a tyro in this field. Now I have realized how much the good writing skills makes difference in your career.
I tried my level best to learn and write excellent English in fact I started writing blogs to express my views and to improve my written communication. I don’t know when I will attain the capabilities to write effectual and impeccable English. Only God Knows.
Well, it’s true that I have improved but still I am not good enough. Learning English seems more difficult proposition for me than solving complex Black Scholes @&&&!!! Equation. Honestly speaking I feel really embarrassed when someone tells me that u write pathetic English. I never felt embarrassment because of my incapability; I am embarrassed because I am so called an MBA from so called premier college whose written communication is horrible. I don’t regret for skipping written communication classes because still I believe any language cannot be learned in few lectures. Today I will try to find out any software on net that will enable me learn English faster and assist me in drafting good business letter.
Comments and suggestions are welcome.

Life teaches you a lot !!!

I am not still able to understand what I want to do in my life. Shall I work as mining engineer or as an MBA is still incompressible for me? Considering my experience in mining industry I am better suited as a mining engineer but sometimes I feel that I am not a good engineer at all. People invariably say that I possess good analytical skills and I also feel that sometimes but still I have not able to find a place where I can utilize these analytical skills. The type of expectations I had with this company and the perception about it when I joined, there is a huge gap. And I have also learned that this huge Gap cannot be eliminated but it can be minimized.
I need to cajole myself and I have to convince me that i can utilize my skills here and learn new things. I should learn that opportunity never knocks on your door; you have to search it out and snatch from others. This I have learned from when I attended an Interview at Jamshedpur.
When I came here, I had some plans in my mind and a mission to go to Australia. But when it comes to implementation, my lethargic approach towards upgrading myself became a hindrance. I know I am the only person responsible for this .How to overcome this lethargy is still unfathomable for me. Probably my attitude towards work is changed. I am becoming more and more reserved type and started hating parties and public gatherings. Probably this is due to the period of mental trauma and stress level I had in my last company.
The good thing about this new job is my working hour has reduced drastically and I can maintain my work life balance. Regarding the type of profile I got here is way better than what I had in my last organization.
I have got plenty of time for me to upgrade myself. Although my salary is reduced by almost 30% but comparing necessary expenses in Calcutta with other metros the impact on my wallet is considerably less.
I think I have to relook my strategy for my mission Australia and I have to work accordingly and achieve my objective. By this blog I am just asking my friends to suggest a practical way to overcome the habit of procrastination. Please don’t give any Global Gyan, its available on internet.

EMOTIONS AND ME

The meaning of sentiments and emotions is really abstruse. People really mould it for their benefit. Why people do this? Probably they do it for their minute and silly benefits or some time to make fun of others. Sometimes this act reminds me a song “Saadhu Re Yeh Murdo Ka Goun. Everyone is either dead or they behave like animals and running into mad race of getting more money and fame. Money and fame is necessary for good life but these are not the only thing, some more is also needed that is compassion and emotions.

In my opinion without emotions and sentiments no outcome is enduring. It is the emotions and sentiments which differentiates human and animals. I really salute those persons who can control their sentiments and emotions at the same time I don’t have any regret that I don’t have control on my emotions. At least I don’t play with others sentiments and feelings. Sometime people say that my attitude towards others is not correct. It’s true that there are some shortcomings in me but no one is perfect. It is the continuous efforts and learning form others makes a person better human being. I am trying my level best to improve and become a human being as I want to be.